Wednesday, March 31, 2010

what I used to have

doll house

peeping through

mummy and baby dolls

Two months ago there was a plan to return to Singapore for a small birthday celebration for Kaeden turning two. We did return earlier this month but besides the joy, I'd to deal with a loss. On the day I arrived home, I'd to learn that my second pregnancy failed. The two days (over the weekend) wait before I'd to have the Dilation and Curettage surgery (on 8 March, Monday) and the wait on the bed before being wheeled into an available operating room were the longest time and the most torturous one I'd to deal with. During that time, I mentally seek solace with thoughts of women who have had gone through such a situation and fought back tears in public.

Now that we're back in Palembang, there are plans for keeping myself and Kaeden occupied. I'll share about Kaeden's turning two in a later post.

Monday, March 01, 2010

time passes slowly

time passes slowly

the workings of a clock

It's been like this. Consecutive uninspiring days.

Think good happy things.

Kaeden calling me 'funny mummy' whenever.

Kimchi flavoured instant noodles in the morning.

A new pair of sandals bought at a discount.

Putting on dresses for outings more often now.

Kaeden saying 'I love you's and 我 愛 你.

That's about it. I need to get out of this town, soon.